Its very hard not having you in our lives we all love and miss you every second of the day.It wasnt suppose to be like this I just dont understand what happend to all of us. I guess I never will but I know no one can take away the memories and secrets that we share close to our hearts. I take Joe as much as I can I wish he was here with me permanently he not only has your eyes smile but your laugh as well. I wish you were here to be the mother you wanted to be. Hes been asking questions and im unsure what to say just that your m ok mommy is your Angel who keeps you safe and shes always with you.I sometimes wish it were me instead the heart ache is to much to bare at times. I miss you