Hi Jamie Wishing you were here everday..Miss that smile and goofy laugh.I know its been 4yrs since you've been gone but i'm still trying to make sense why god had to take u from us.Some people have been threw the same things you have and are doing fine and still living and doing the right thing.It just doesnt seem fair.I know u did what u did to yourself just as I did but I'm still angry at god and myself for so many reason with you being number one.I guess its an understanding tha I dont have.I just dont no how are lives got like this.I wish we could do it all over again just you,me,and Dad.How things would be diffrent.I love you and not a day goes by I dont think about you,my sister and best friend.